Now that I look at it, I can see that my gestures started getting better. That is not how it felt at the time. I remember that with every passing week, it felt as if my drawings were getting worse and worse.
It's funny how thin of a line an artist in training walks between solid reality and complete delusion.
Or maybe my drawings were indeed getting worse and all I'm seeing now is my own delusion? I don't know. You be the judge.
